i just realized there is so much to be done and we don't have a lot of time before the wedding. feel a little overwhelmed. i have two crits and have appointments galore during spring break. no wedding rehearsal venue, no wedding schedule/program, no favors, no bridesmaid dress sizes (am i allowed to harass them again? mavis went for a sizing).
weddings are so god-damn expensive. over $100 per person for what? over $12 an invite? i would rather spend it on travel or a nice something. that's why i didn't want to get married. i'm easily embarassed. i would never go to prom (glad i didn't) and i never wished for a wedding.
i may take this back afterwards because i loved my graduation ceremony and hanging out with friends at the manhattan beach pier eating ice cream. i am stressed and angry. i had 6 milano cookies and finished a bag of reeses buttercups. what is wrong with me?